Kanye is a GREAT

Kanye:

I WAS JUST LISTENING TO WENDY WILLIAMS AND HEARD SOME QUOTE ABOUT ME SAYING I’M THE NEW KING OF POP. NOT ONLY DID I NOT SAY THAT, I HAVEN’T SAID ANYTHING. IT MAKES ME FEEL BAD THAT OBVIOUSLY I MADE PEOPLE FEEL THAT I WOULD BE CORNY ENOUGH TO SAY SOMETHING SO WHACK AFTER THE PASSING OF AN IDOL, A LEGEND AND MORE THAN THAT A HUMAN BEING WITH FEELINGS AND FAMILY. IT SCARES ME TO THINK WHAT PEOPLE WILL BELIEVE, WITHOUT EVEN A SOURCE. ANY RANDOM PERSON CAN TYPE SOMETHING ON THE INTERNET AND THEN THE WORLD BELIEVES IT. I DON’T TALK TO PRESS OR DO TV OR DO PROMOTIONS OF ANY SORT. I’VE STOPPED CHASING AND BUYING INTO FAME. FAME IS LIKE CIGARETTES WITH NO SURGEON GENERAL WARNING. IT DESTROYS MOST PEOPLE AS IT DID TO THE TRUE AND ONLY KING OF POP. WE EXPLOIT OURSELVES AND EAT OUR OWN EGOS ‘TILL THERE IS NOTHING LEFT. I HAVE A FEELING THAT THIS WON’T BE THE LAST FALSE STATEMENT WITH MY NAME ON IT, BUT THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I DEFEND MYSELF. I’M DONE.

I love you Kanye
The End.

Challenges
If I had a dime for every time I was in a situation and asked God, "Why am I constantly being challenged?", I would be a damn millionaire! This life for me gets HARD! A girl like me on the come up, and "luck" is nothing but another 4 letter word like "bull" and "shit". And sometimes I get tired of the bullshit. Sometimes I just want to feel like everything is okay; like if I can rest my mind today, my world won't collapse tomorrow. But I can't. I have to keep fighting until this road comes to an end. Everyone gets there time to relax, but I have big dreams and even BIGGER responsibilities. Therefore, I'll sleep when I'm dead.

Possibilities...

I was looking out 0f my window today and for the first time I didn't just see "the hood". I saw a woman. Maybe less than a woman in her mind, walking back and forth steady on the pavement. With her head down and right arm swinging aimlessly, as she seemed to be lost in her thoughts. Almost shivering for he next fix, I wondered what she was wondering. Did her thoughts ponder on her children? Or how her life could have been? For a moment I was dazed and lost in my thoughts about her. But when reality struck again, I noticed that her pacing ceased and she was now staring at a pigeon that sat at the top of the telephone pole.

Birds fly, they die

but a Phoenix

would rise from

its Ashes

I couldn't help but wonder what all she had been through? How m,u8ch had the world given her before she realized she just couldn't take it anymore? The more I looked out the glass window the inevitable happened. You know how if you focus hard enough into a window that you'll began to see our reflection? Well, that's what happened to me. In that moment and time I captured what I couldn't see on a daily basis. I saw a beautiful girl, who wasn't quite sure what pretty meant. The corners of her mouth straight as a board, maybe turned down a little, with a scar on her upper lip that somehow traces you to here eyes. Almond-shaped, with light brown pupils. Full of ambition. Cheekbones high, somehow signifying strength. However, comparing the reflection that I saw of myself to the stranger outside my window, I couldn't help but wonder how much would the world give me before I feel like I just can't take it anymore? Or are these eyes not deceiving in their perception, being honest about my ambition?With all that I've been through...do I have what it takes to be the Phoenix that rises from ashes? Possibilities...

Twenty Four

Learn to Live

Live to Write

Write to Love

Love to Learn

iLive...why Not?

Life is definitely what we make it. We only live once, and it may be short but its the longest situation we have ever been in. How should we live? how important is forgiveness and to what limits does it reach? There are NO easy answers. The shit is COMPLEX. Too many say life is like a game and you have to play it right....I'm not playing at all. Waking up isn't good enough, I live how THE FUCK I WANT. No one else's rules or regulations. There's God, there's life, and there's death. One of the greatest things about life is change. The road to change is never an easy one. you never know you're growing when you are. The experiences we encounter are only to teach us, so in a sense we learn something new with each and every day. YOU CAN'T KEEP DOING SOMETHING THE SAME EXACT WAY AND EXPECT DIFFERENT RESULT, ITS IMPOSSIBLE! and "INSANE". When it all comes down to it life is the best/worst thing man has ever been blessed with.However, you should never be CONQUERED by anything. Don't let anyone bully you into thinking differently. Do whatever the fuck your heart desires. Fuck what the haters think! Life is supposed to be beautiful even though we go through ugly shit! But then there's nothing like finding beauty in a disaster♥